But when I feel, it’s raw.
I hate myself.
I hate myself so much.
Just put a bullet in my head. Please?
I’m so depressed. I feel like a bump on a log. I don’t do anything. I live in the middle of nowhere with my boyfriend and we don’t have any vehicles that work at the moment.
So I sit at home all day. Doing nothing. I have no friends. No family. No one that will come pick me up and spend time with me.
Shit like this makes you suicidal. Makes you want to put a gun to your head.
I am so lost. I am so depressed.
Someone save me…
so apparently “normal” people sleep in the pm hours and wake up in the am hours???